bad

this is just a rant
after something bad
no regret, well,
a little perhaps

after deciding to go bad
why could I not be the best of that?
how could I stand being
moderately bad?

I was bad
I couldn't make you bad enough
I should have
I have years and more ahead
what's of that?

what bad is
I don't feel bad
about your bad feeling
we were solos,
that time, bad ones

if I'm asked how I felt
it was down there
no fakes, honest!
my chest wasn't burning
but something else was
down there

too bad even that
you found bad

too bad I couldn't hide it
that, yes, you were bad
couldn't you stand it?

you were bad
I was bad, I wasn't bad enough
that was bad!